Did I survive? NO. I still am picking up the pieces.
It’s you girl here, Justine! How did your month fare?
Mine was relaxing and anxiety-inducing at the same time? Hahaha! April in the Philippines features a lot of holidays, like even a week for it. There was Araw ng Kagitingan and the Holy Week for devout Catholics in here, celebrating senakulo and penintensya, watching the prosisyon out in the streets of some in Manila and definitely happening in the provincial I am sure of.
How can I say it was relaxing and anxiety-inducing? Well at work, there had been so little to do since, yes holidays. But there’s also that threat looming ahead that says, don’t relax too much. It’ll come and bite you back in the ass. I can’t help but feel that at times. I became antsier and really disgusting around people but I have to high-key hide the panic settling in.
Still, I had a four-day holiday staycation, que sera sera. I read a book, wrote some blog posts, and participated in another readathon, the Avengers Readathon 19. By the way, have you seen Endgame? Are you up to date with The Game of Thrones? I MEAN. Y’ALL. Should I be disappointed? Should I be jumping with sheer joy? I haven’t processed them all. I had been hiding from the internet too. Not just because of spoilers. I am growing okay, being spoiled but really, I don’t have the energy to? I want old self to get in spirits and be active over social media again? SEND HELP.